给你 by 陈奕迅

Came across with this song in the afternoon, in the car.

Just thought, it's a nice song to share~ :)

心墙

我想。。。

每个人的心中 都总会有一道心墙吧？

有些人的心中 可能就只有那一道薄薄的隔墙（partition wall)

只要细心和耐心地聆听 就能默默感受到心中的心语

但有些人的心中 却有着一道像万里长城般宏伟的城墙

想要侵袭它是很难 想要破解之中的谜底？那就更难了

但是。。。

如果城墙的第一道城门是打开的 那还算是有一线希望吧？

我想。。。

只要有着一份坚持的心 然后不顾一切地往前走

慢慢地翻越那万里之路和那一道又一道的门关

到最终 那一枚金匙就自然会出现在眼前

当金匙把金门给打开时 那结果又会是怎样呢？

那当然还是个谜了。。。

在翻越那一道又一道的门关时

很多问题可能是无法得到明确的解答

那其实都无所谓。。。因为。。。最重要的是可以得到一个“肯定”

一个可以肯定迈向正确方向的强心针。。。？

Hmm。。。可能吧。。。

无聊篇

最近真的开始觉得自己很烦人

即时课业上已经够烦了

但还是会很无聊地去多想很多无畏的事情

我是真的有那么闲吗？！

之前都只会觉得别人很烦很讨厌的我

现在。。反而开始讨厌自己了

向来爱装得一副很坚强的我

都只是为了面子和自尊而已

表现得若无其事真的是我的强项

有时 我真的很想放下那无畏的自尊与面子

勇敢地释放感情去大哭一场

。。。但就是不能。。。

连看了最爆笑的康熙 也无法真正的从内心里笑出来。。。

这世上有无限逻辑是难以理解的

就像宇宙般地奥妙神奇

奥妙得让我好奇但却难以理解与抓摸

可能是我太笨了吧。。。

或许。。

我总是爱把一些简单的事情看得太重太复杂

投入过分的感情与关怀 可能也不是件好事

从来都不觉得自己很烦很多余 但现在却感觉得到了

可能话多说了 反而就变得很多余吧？

这道理我也明白的。。。

过去的一切酸甜苦辣 可能就只是个回忆而已

回忆就是回忆 历史是不可能重演

想太多 也无法把事情纠正 反而带来更多的痛苦

那想来干嘛呢？我也不明白不了解 但就是爱浪费时间去想。。。

我很常对自己说

有空我倒不如多想想我的未来 多多规划目前比较重要的事情吧

可惜我往往都只是开口说空话 看鬼说鬼话 看人说人话。。好不实在。。

好吧！我想。。真的是时候去唤醒我那失散的灵魂了

把事情看得平淡些简单些 对一切都会比较好吧

离上课时间还有六小时半

但我却完全无法入睡

真的要多谢那两包Nescafe 3in1。。。

今天将会是个很忙碌的一天

上完课就要继续赶完明天要交的课业

然后继续去练习三小时的球

那么充实的一天 应该会让我很疲累

然后可以好好地睡一觉吧~

再见

~May U Rest In Peace~

今天中午 突然收到了妹妹的来电

才得知 我们家的宝贝小白兔已离开人间

正好是八月十五 中秋节

我还想说

难道它是跟随嫦娥 飞到月亮当月兔了吗？

还记得。。。

昨天 '你'低着头不理会我

我还不以为然的认为'你'是心情不好而不理睬我

没想到 今天我就再也见不到'你'了。。。

在短短的一年多里

Boony还真的让我们一家人 增添不少的欢乐

现在每当看见那空空的笼子

想想了当年的回忆

我的眼泪就会情不止尽地在眼眶里打圈圈

希望在西界的'你'会过得更快乐~

天天吃'你'爱的榴梿，米饭，红萝卜，etc~

我们会很想念'你'的~!!

Nightmare...........

I can't believe how stubborn i can be when i wanted something, immediately!

And how suffering it can be to have bad/short-term memory.

Just found out a new equation for myself:

"stubborn + poor memory = insomnia + headache"

Besides, i also found out that, it's not exactly a good idea to tidy up my stuffs so 'neatly'.

When i wanted to find things that are perfectly secured, well-packed and hidden...

...there it comes, my nightmare of having insomnia...

Out of a sudden before i fall asleep, i thought of finding YOU ALL.

Because of that, i messed up my room in the middle of the night...which sounds really STUPID!

After 2 hours searching from one corner to another...

...I FINALLY found ALL OF YOU ---> my LOVELY CARDS that securely wrapped, packed and kept in a broken drawer of mine.

Now what?

I'm utterly tired + having headache...but totally awake by now...

Surely gonna 'fish' in the office tomorrow...

??何苦勒??

(=.=)

Bukit Tabur and Broga Hill~

Recently, i've fell in LOVE with hikings! Ever since i came back from the UK, i've explored to Bukit Gasing, Bukit Tabur and Broga Hill~ I'd say, Bukit Tabur was the BEST! It's challenging and the sceneries are awesome~!

There's a lake beside Bukit Tabur which i found out that some people actually called it as "梦湖" (fantasy lake).

Here's the nice view of the mountain and the Fantasy Lake~

by me

Nice shot~!

by Qianhui

Another nice shot~!

by Qianhui

The 2 young ladies and the 2 professional photographers that we met on the moutain~

Not to forget, the Queen of the mountain --> "小黄"

by me

Here's the photo that i liked most~!

by one of the professional photographers

Here's our tour guide, Kok Hoong~

by me

Qianhui and I @ the other side of the peak!~

by Kok Hoong

As for Broga Hill, the scenery was great too! But then, this hill is getting more and more famous...and we actually "jammed" on the hill a few times! Can you imagine that... (=.=)

The view of the University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus~

This reminded me of "茶壶山" in Taiwan. The differences are, there's no Ocean Pacific view from here and there's no "pondok" and proper staircase up here. :p

A proof of some patriotic people that climbed up here on 31/08/09!

This is definitely NOT the end of my journey for the LOVES of hiking!

Bukit Tabur --> I'll be back for picnic!~

Broga Hill --> I'll be back for the sunrise~! ^^

~Hope to discover, challenge and conquer MORE "bukits" from now on~

Macro Shooting using Digital Camera

This "little flower" icon on my digital camera, has bothering me for a long time. Since last year, i was wondering how come other people's digital camera can take such good shots BUT mine can't... WHY?! However, i didn't bother to find that out until recently, i saw this fastinating photo taken by my friend~ These tiny ants are so clear while the background is blurred!~

Here's the fastinating photo that i'm talking about~ ^^

Because of this, i made up my mind and tried to find out some information via internet. One of the important phrases that i noted was, "different camera has different limitation on the Macro mode --> READ your camera's manual!"

As for my camera (Coolpix L12), the limitation for this mode is as close as 15cm. So, in order to get a sharp object with blur background, you may have to distance your camera to at least 15cm, then zoom in to your desired object and focus it (press halfway). By holding on your "focusing" button, move your camera slightly upward or to any desired background, then snap!

Thah Dang!~

And if you want a blur object with sharp background, you may have to move your camera as close to the object as possible (zoom-out completely), focus it (press halfway) and you'll find that your object is totally off-focus (BLUR)! ***Well, that's normal coz the Macro mode for my camera is limited to as close as 15cm ONLY*** Again, by holding on your "focusing" button, move your camera slightly upward or to any desired background, then snap!

Thah Dang!~

DO TRY IT USING YOUR OWN DIGITAL CAMERA~! IT'S FUN!!! (^.^)

p.s.: This little pig in my room, always busy with her mobile, computer and TV! What can i say... :p